Saturday, June 17, 2023

 Divine   


Your beauty is so cruel

merciless

Goddamn you


It just isn't fair


I am no match for your pure, crystalline, blue eyes

or your ever-divine, golden, coruscating hair

I first saw it as a crown... but now I know it is my own sword of Damocles 


Your hands

those astonishing, porcelain hands

Your lips were the sweetest of all blisses. 

Goddamn you


Yet your heart is the most mystical abode 

Imagine living in a home

you can't even see

I don't even know where the entrance is located

but there is no exit


Goddamn you


In the Quran, it states: "All it takes, when He wills something ˹to be˺, is simply to say to it: “Be” And it is" 

But even the Most Benevolent and Merciful One Himself can't make you be with me

El Olam is Eternal but even He won't outlast the curse you placed upon me, the Faceless One


I can feel the cells of my body leaving, in eventual obliteration

This disintegration...is it agony, or rapture? 

Does it even matter at this point?


Where did it all go?

How did it end?

Did it even end?


Did it even begin?

Goddamn you!!!!










Thursday, June 1, 2023

INVINCIBLE


It is truly unstoppable

It is sublime, tremendous, majestic, yet impenetrable

No legion, either on Earth or in Heaven, can defy It

No physical force can distort It or cause It to ever deviate from Its path


It is truly majestic, effervescent, radiant.... beyond noble

No will or sentiment can bend Its intent and meaning

Never changing....everlasting

Undaunted 

It will never falter, tire, or retreat


It will never die, because it is alive forever and forever alive,

outlasting all of time, the universe, and Existence Itself

for it is super, superior, superb and Supreme 

It is the greatest of all things and of all times


But tragically, you have never seen It

I implore you to know that it truly is, always was, and always will be.... eternal, without end:

 My Undying Love for you

and only you!